June 26, 2018 at 4:52 AM

Orgasms of Faith Happen

Thank You Heavenly Father for making me as I am and growing me into the man You would have me be. Thank You Heavenly Father for Christ Jesus and bringing me through the light afflictions of this world with such glory. Thank You Heavenly Father for the pleasures of last night… Wow! That was an extended dose of amazing! I can’t remember such spiritual ecstasy… Wow… just… WoW!

I don’t know what happened. I wasn’t touching myself. I’ve been celibate for a while, painfully so, because my wife is pregnant and at her most radiant. I was just half awake from a dream and it was incredible. It felt like the first penetration of my wife, the first penetration over and over. The dream was about my wife as well. I was comforting her and we started making love. Wow… just Wow! I don’t know how long I was writhing there on the bed next to her in this shared reality after I half awoke, but it was longer than any fleshly experience I’ve ever had. 

When my penis softened enough so I finally could pee, I went into the bathroom and noticed my daughter was awake. She walked into the bathroom and had to pee right after me. I don’t know what she heard or felt… Interesting… how close we are connected. I don’t think she notice my orgasms of faith. I guess that’s what you call them, orgasms of faith. Orgasms of faith changed my life.

I know there is nothing God will withhold.